[He can't look at him anymore. Taking in a breath, he applies himself back to his pad thai. Hey, big shrimp. Oxymoron. He pops it back in his mouth, chewing, occupying his mouth to keep from saying something stupid and ruining everything again.
His heart is beating so fast, and he's fighting back stupid, self-pitying tears.]
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[He can't look at him anymore. Taking in a breath, he applies himself back to his pad thai. Hey, big shrimp. Oxymoron. He pops it back in his mouth, chewing, occupying his mouth to keep from saying something stupid and ruining everything again.
His heart is beating so fast, and he's fighting back stupid, self-pitying tears.]