[He licks his lips, suddenly realizing what he's confessing here, what he's saying. All those years of pining after somebody, and now, suddenly now he has the guts to say it for real.]
Derek...why do you think I was so messed up over this? I thought I was going to be alone. Like...forever alone. Cliche but true. Because I knew I'd found what I wanted, and would never have it.
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[He licks his lips, suddenly realizing what he's confessing here, what he's saying. All those years of pining after somebody, and now, suddenly now he has the guts to say it for real.]
Derek...why do you think I was so messed up over this? I thought I was going to be alone. Like...forever alone. Cliche but true. Because I knew I'd found what I wanted, and would never have it.